Stepping aside from the generic and seemingly non transition related things of my daily life, (though I suppose everything can be transition related someway). Perhaps an entry here about that can be transition related. Or at least something that can be related if not to transition, then to life.
We all desire it. We all yearn for someone special in our lives that we can love, have, hold, spend time with, someone that puts a smile on our face when we think about them. Being transgendered, does not mean we don’t have the thoughts feelings. We just wonder if there are accepting individuals out there that can accept us and love us as we transition. I am no exception.
I have been single for a long time. since my separation in ’96 and divorce in ’98, I have really only dated two women. Both during times of when I had quit transition. One was okay with it, the other, was more of a phone relationship, and is a long story. And basically I had given up on meeting anybody.
My attraction is towards females. While I transition form male to female, I’m still attracted to females. I know some would find that odd, but it is what it is. And I’ve wondered if I could ever find anybody that would love me, regardless of what equipment I have/had below.
So I placed and ad on Transgenderdate.com. seeking either a genetic female or a non-op transsexual. And to be honest interest has been mainly from males. While I might admit to somewhat of an attraction to the male organ, men in general, not my cup of tea. (Thus my interest in a possible non-op transsexual).
Until tonight; I get a email from a 40 yr old gal from Smyrna, TN. And we have been emailing back n forth 4-5 times, with the last time she giving me her email address. So who knows what will happen from here, nothing ventured, nothing gained.